I have to leave

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I write down this letter,just because I can't say this heavy words to my friends. It's my life style: Never say blue words to my closest persons.<br /><br />&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;My dream in Shanghai is finding a job concerning textiles,such as garment or fabrics.As in this way,I can pay more attention to&nbsp;&nbsp;fashion and beauty. I like beauty ,and I know if I get involved into this field,I will be happy no matter how hard is it.<br /><br />&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;But finally I failed, I found there exist a solid wall out of textile companies,that is if you are not the graduate you must have the relevant experience.I vividly remember one of the managers told me if I don't stick with this line.Such as interperator or other field,it's very easy for me to find the job with satisfied salary.&nbsp;&nbsp;<br /><br />&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Now I give up this dream,and go another way. I know in the futher,what I care is only salary which nothing concerned with my intrest.It's the life,life which you can't choose. Because I shoud support my older parents and younger brother,they are waiting for me to bring back my money.If I were a boy,it would be better.<br /><br />&nbsp; &nbsp; Sometimes,I have the strong feeling to shout out: I am so tired to live in the nasty world.But the fact is I have to face it,have to get used to it. I can imagine what's my next step.It's full of challenge,full of difficulties,and riskes,but it's doensn't matter,at least I am young. I can say:I will dive into all my enthusiasm to this new field,nothing to be scared.Just remeber smilling every day,try each moment. If the success need my blood dropping into the bowl,I will no hesitate to do so. <br />&nbsp;&nbsp;<br />&nbsp; &nbsp;So that is life. I feel so hesitated to say,China is not a satisfied place to live in.As lots of people,lots of pressure. But little job position comparativelly. Each positon,many people intent to squeeze into. <br /><br />&nbsp; &nbsp;If I have chance to go abroad,I will by all means to proceed it. It's not because I don't like my motherhood,it's because my motherhood is too tired to breed so many children in her field. What I do is just reducing her burden.<br /><br />&nbsp; &nbsp;I have to float now. Maybe I will seldom visit this webside, but I like this webside,as it's honesty and lovely.<br /><br />&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;Best wishes to all of the person who happen to read this letter<br />&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;Hope you are lucky and happy <br />&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;from: flying bird&nbsp;&nbsp;/ <a href="mailto:helen45@163.com">helen45@163.com</a>

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我在努力，加油吧，朋友们，谢谢你们。