I have to leave
I write down this letter,just because I can't say this heavy words to my friends. It's my life style: Never say blue words to my closest persons.<br /><br /> My dream in Shanghai is finding a job concerning textiles,such as garment or fabrics.As in this way,I can pay more attention to fashion and beauty. I like beauty ,and I know if I get involved into this field,I will be happy no matter how hard is it.<br /><br /> But finally I failed, I found there exist a solid wall out of textile companies,that is if you are not the graduate you must have the relevant experience.I vividly remember one of the managers told me if I don't stick with this line.Such as interperator or other field,it's very easy for me to find the job with satisfied salary. <br /><br /> Now I give up this dream,and go another way. I know in the futher,what I care is only salary which nothing concerned with my intrest.It's the life,life which you can't choose. Because I shoud support my older parents and younger brother,they are waiting for me to bring back my money.If I were a boy,it would be better.<br /><br /> Sometimes,I have the strong feeling to shout out: I am so tired to live in the nasty world.But the fact is I have to face it,have to get used to it. I can imagine what's my next step.It's full of challenge,full of difficulties,and riskes,but it's doensn't matter,at least I am young. I can say:I will dive into all my enthusiasm to this new field,nothing to be scared.Just remeber smilling every day,try each moment. If the success need my blood dropping into the bowl,I will no hesitate to do so. <br /> <br /> So that is life. I feel so hesitated to say,China is not a satisfied place to live in.As lots of people,lots of pressure. But little job position comparativelly. Each positon,many people intent to squeeze into. <br /><br /> If I have chance to go abroad,I will by all means to proceed it. It's not because I don't like my motherhood,it's because my motherhood is too tired to breed so many children in her field. What I do is just reducing her burden.<br /><br /> I have to float now. Maybe I will seldom visit this webside, but I like this webside,as it's honesty and lovely.<br /><br /> Best wishes to all of the person who happen to read this letter<br /> Hope you are lucky and happy <br /> from: flying bird / <a href="mailto:helen45@163.com">helen45@163.com</a> 看了你的LETTER 我很感动 真的 <br />我觉得你是一个很有理想 有信念的人<br />这个世界是有很多让人无奈的事情<br />我相信去国外的话也会有的 <br />我相信只要你简直自己的理想 <br />你一定会成功的 坚持下去,你一定会成功的,相信我 my circs is similar to you,just only i am male.i think we should live actively,and we'd better have aim,we can endeavor towards our aim.in fact this is all our life ! blessing you ! 坚持吧，我和你一样也很讨厌现在的一切，可是家有父母，有责任。 Good luck! <img src="images/smilies/smile.gif" smilieid="1" border="0" alt="" /> come on 我在努力，加油吧，朋友们，谢谢你们。 you should be more positive. Of course life is not easy. If you are interested in garment or textile fabrics, you must learn by yourself, as nobody has the responsibility to teach you step by step. You have to learn from the beginning and try your best to get familar in the shortest time./ So youi'll have to do something very simiple (something you don't like) from the beginning like sending parcels, helping others to prepare samples, etc. Everyone is growning in such way, so there's no need to be upset for this. The point is how you face yourself. You're fresh and you're nothing - that's Ok and doesn't matter. I think you can be a professinal business women or someone elso after 3 or even longer years. But not now. Everyone is developing from the beginning but only few turns to really good one - that depends on how you can face all the difficulties yourself, noboday can help you except yourself.<br />that's all what I want to say. Compare you ,i`m luckly.I graduated for textile engnieering.I have a same dream with you.When i arrived in Shanghai,get a job concerning textiles is easy,but find a satisfactory job is difficult.so,I leave my company to find a new job,but unfortunately I have one week in Shanghai no money,I used to remenber that time .But I never give up.Now I work in a fabric company for merchansder.I believe"get wild ,get merry ,get wise".My english is not better,I think you are better.Believe youself,face you life optimistic,everthings goes well.The dream is not up there in the sky or the stars,is right here in your heart.
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